Do You Ever Feel Like  Fraud?

Do You Ever Feel Like Fraud?

Last week I spent three days at the most amazing event I have ever attended. And I was a speaker. The three days were filled with fun, deep bonding, belly dancing, meditations, kick ass coaching and strategies, breakthroughs, drum circles, Access Consciousness tools and so much love. My heart has grown and, even though I am on a high, I miss that space. So why do I feel Like a fraud? Well, I don’t really. Not to you. I feel as if I have been defrauding myself with a big lie that I released at the event. For a long time I was a little mouse. HATED speaking in front of groups. I would get exhausted and a headache after a full day at an event and spending so much time around people. I even got up on the stage on Day 1 and announced that I am shy and an introvert. What a load of bullcrap. I was afraid. Afraid of being visible. Afraid of speaking my truth. Afraid of not being enough. Afraid of Success. Hiding behind my computer where it feels safe to be visible. I know that is counter intuitive for some of you but that’s my truth. But something shifted. It started when I had my Bars run. I felt the shift. But it was the wholeness of this amazing event that contributed. As I had my Bars run, Angella Johnson, was speaking about using the clearing statement to release different things. And I decided to release the story that I am shy and an introvert. I am not suggesting I will never need...