Unprecedented Astrological Shift

Unprecedented Astrological Shift

And Why This Astrologer is Not Afraid   Well here we are. The moment Astrologers have been watching for years and years.  There’s lots of trepidation and fear around these next few days, and the aftermath, as Saturn and Pluto meet in Capricorn right after a lunar Eclipse on the Cancer/Capricorn nodes with the Sun, Mercury, Jupiter and Ceres also in Capricorn.  I’ve done so much talking about it on video that I am almost sick of it and ready for it to be ‘over’. But it won’t be ‘over’ as the cycles starting now and over the next few months are going to hurtle us into the Age of Aquarius and the change will come so fast I am not sure we’ll know what has hit us. What is ‘over’ is old cycles and new ones are beginning. Saturn and Pluto last met in 1518 CE as the Protestant reformation happened. They last met in Capricorn with Jupiter there in 1284 CE when Jews were being targeted in Europe and the Pied Piper of Hamelin originated. Before that the three met in 1894 BCE when the City of Babylon was created. The last time in any sign was in 1982 in Libra. This is not commonplace.  But we didn’t know of the existence of Pluto back then since the excavator with a heart (an actual heart) wasn’t discovered until 1930 when we as a culture (Western culture) began a deep dive into the soul and psyche and the revealing of the nastiness of patriarchal culture (culture - not men) began to be inexorably revealed.  Now we reach the...
Follow Your Heart: Lunar Eclipse in Aquarius 2017

Follow Your Heart: Lunar Eclipse in Aquarius 2017

I’ve been sitting with the Lunar Eclipse chart for ages now (and the Solar Eclipse chart but more on that later). I like to find a central theme that encompasses the whole and it was right there on the wall of my office. The simple sign that cost me a few bucks at TJ Maxx to honor my 15 year old soul part that I have been reintegrating since a soul retrieval session with my friend and Shamanic teacher, Paula, back in January 2015 when I was going through a real dark night of the soul. Follow Your Heart. Sounds so easy right? But we get so tied up in the mind fucks. The constant voices from your upbringing. The family, the culture, the institutions. Those voices in your head that say you don’t fit in because those mind fucks don’t feel right. The constant contorting of the self to fit in or to loudly say, ‘I’m different’. The pain of that 15 year old soul part is back today. Shamanic work keeps working, if you allow it. That girl that knew how unique she was, as we all are, yet who desperately wanted to belong. Isn’t that what we all want? The message of this eclipsing of our emotional body is clear. It’s time to let go of (south node and Full Moon) or eclipse all those mind fucks from your lineage. All those messages that are not yours. It’s time to let go of the need to set yourself apart, to hold yourself aloof, because of the fear of opening your heart and truly following your heart’s...
The Shadow of Needy

The Shadow of Needy

The Shadow of Need It’s time to declare that I am needy. All my life I have attracted needy people in my life because it took me a while to acknowledge that I am needy too. I won’t go into my history because my soul chose this life. It chose the time, date and place of birth and the family I was born into. My soul chose to be born with Capricorn rising and Saturn, the ruler of Capricorn, conjunct making me a double Capricorn rising. Capricorn rising are seen as reserved, a little stand offish, competent and diligent. As children they are seen as ‘the responsible one’. And that was me. Oldest child with three younger brothers. Babysitting from a very young age. Always worked HARD from a very young age. Always felt responsible. All my life I have struggled with the other side of this. Fear that I am not enough. Which, is of course, complete BS, we are all enough. This caused me to try to prove that I was so very powerful and strong ALL THE TIME! I put up walls with friendships because I feared that if I dropped the walls and showed vulnerability and neediness that I would be rejected. And I rejected those friendships that I saw as too needy. I fear being seen as weak. I fear that I am not enough. Because of this fear I do weird things like showing up at my networking group without business cards or a clear need to ask the group for. I come across as ‘I am a better than you’. Aloof and distant...
An Imperfect Greenie: Lilith For Earth Day!

An Imperfect Greenie: Lilith For Earth Day!

I’m a greenie at heart. I recycle. I use green cleaning products. I try to plant native plants that don’t use too much water here in the High Desert. I would like to install solar panels. I am planning on buying a water butt and collecting rain water. We paid money to well insulate our home. I buy mostly organic. I try to be kind to the earth. And I am a humanitarian, a supporter of equality and a healer. But I am not perfect. I could do more. My one extra act so far for this Earth Day is to order some free seeds to plant wildflowers that bees love. I would post the link so you could also order but unfortunately the promotion has ended. But there are several suggestions on this page of the Earth Day site. Or you could donate or sign up as a volunteer activist. I am considering it. But this post is not about beating myself up for not doing enough. This post is about how the astrology is pulling us to do more. And about the Dalai Lama. And his, now famous, quote. “The World Will Be Saved By the Western Woman” And the slogan for Earth Day 2015 “It’s Our Turn To Lead” And why the astrology points to this call. It’s Our Turn To Lead. Firstly, I do understand that what the Dalai Lama meant by ‘western woman’ has not been quantified. And this in itself is the subject of some debate! But I just don’t want to go down that rabbit hole today. Let’s just say, for the sake...

Pluto Stations: Deep Generational Transformation

Pluto, the Lord of the Underworld, the planet of deep soul transformation is not done with us yet. If he ever is. Tomorrow, April 16, he stations to turn retrograde (apparant backward motion) 15 degrees and 32 ‘ Capricorn  at 9:54 p.m. MDT. You might be feeling it already. Even more than many other stations. And Pluto stations are truly powerful. The Lord of the Underworld is relentless. The energy is so very intense. Deep murky shadows are being dug up form the deep. Big issues of power and powerlessness are coming to the fore. Pluto dredges up crap and drills down into the darkest, most hidden places. The taboo. The parts of the self that we bury deep, deep within oursleves. In Capricorn this is bringing up more crap around authority and power. The traditional. The family unit. The Church. Big business. Things that were drilled into you as ‘the right way to do things’ by whomever or whatever - including yourself. Pluto exposes that which will no longer work. And Pluto is still in aspect to Uranus. The Lord of lightening bolts, of revolution, individuation, shocks and surprises. The last exact square was Mar 16 and these two will start to pull apart gradually but then draw closer together again around Christmas. But for now, Uranus is very much in play. And you might be feeling like you could explode. And some of you will. Unless you work with Pluto. He won’t be ignored. The roles that are expected of you will come up for transformation. You will feel compelled to change them. Pluto will travel back to 12 deg...